I thought coming home (back to FL) would make things instantly, 100% better. At first it did. Then the feeling of limbo set in.
I am wanting to move out of my parents house. I lived here, unplanned, for almost 2 yrs. I miss having my own space. I would love more then anything to be able to raise my daughter w.out the constant input from grandparents or if I say "No" E runs to nana or papa in hopes of a "Yes". I love my parents for all they have done but I am 24y/o, with a child. The time has come.
We are looking, for a place to call home, its not as easy as I had thought it was going to be. But that comes with antything in life that is "worth it".
It's not just the living situation that has me feeling this way, other aspects of my life have me feeling like this. I am trying to take it day-by-day, week-by-week- but I am a planner by nature & it's killing me, becoming impossible.
I wish I could be more specific but I feel as if, right now, I can't.
I hope this feeling passes soon-
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