Wednesday, October 29, 2008


I, unlike most, look at the GOOD not the BAD in people. Always have and Always will. Thats probably why I continue to make the same decisions..or mistakes if you will.

I need to do some serious re-evaluation of all aspects of my life.

That is that.

Until next time-

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Amazing...Just Amazing

Is the only way I can describe my weekend.

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Time to put my big girl panties on

So why do I always do this? Why do I rely on the UNRELIABLE? I need to learn to NOT rely on anyone but myself. I am the ONLY person who I know WILL ALWAYS- ALWAYS be there for me.

I have been let down TWICE in THREE days, by the same person. Its heartbreaking, really. It makes me feel like im UNIMPORTANT. I can't believe I am crying over this. WTF is wrong with me. Im DONE believing people. I can't do it anymore. It hurst to much. I am TOO forgiving. I give too may chances. I give the benefit of doubt too much.

I care for people. I forgive people. Then said people always LEAVE or HURT me. Its kind of a trend in my life.

I am done forgiving...soo many times. Im done give NUMEROUS chances. Im done using the "single mom" angle as a crutch.<
I complain to much. Which isn't okay. My friends love me too much to tell me.

Im obviously not living "my dream" but one day in my not to far future I will be.


Until next time...