Sunday, September 28, 2008


I am ADDICTED to :
and i read this and thought...OMG this is soo me!!!

"I hate to feel like I failed at anything, and admitting I'd failed at a marriage that garnered so little initial support was the ultimate wake-up-call/slap-in-the-face. Finally succumbing to the inevitable break up of my first marriage was such a blow to my ego. I'd spent the majority of our ill-fated relationship defending my choices and assuring concerned friends and family that I knew exactly what I was doing, and that everything would work out just fine."-Tia

Tia thank you for writing youre blog so much if it hits home!!

Saturday, September 13, 2008


I need an effing job. I need $$. I NEED to move the fuck out of this house. I swear I will KILL someone...or just my mom...If I don't move out of this hell hole soon.

I have been back home for almost a yr now. After being on my own for 3. Sucks that I married a SAD SORRY excuse of a man, who ABANDONED me while I was pregnant with his baby that "he wanted sooo badly".

Thats enough of my sob story.

Till next time-

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Excuse Me!


You say you don't read this...BULLSHIT --

.:She wont go to sleep:.

I hate that you get to SLEEP ALL FUCKING NIGHT. I don't remember what that is like.

You get a few hours a week, You get all the good stuff. The playing, the cooing...NOT the screaming...the no sleeping/napping. You just have NO fucking idea what its like to be a parent.

ANYONE...yes ANYONE can be a FATHER but it takes a REAL MAN to be a sir ARE NOT a real man.

I need to sleep...while I can. While she is sleeping.

till next time--

Tuesday, September 9, 2008


Seems to be a word I hear way too often.

You would think by now I would be used it to hearing it.

-But Im not.-

I still get upset when I hear/read it. I shouldn't though, but I do.

After you hear NO so many times eventually you stop asking b/c you're sick of hearing "NO" over and over.

I guess im just glutting for punishment.

i'll wrote more later once Emmy is in bed for the night. I decided to take a short nap while she was. Felt good.

till next time-

just a few things




Till next time--