"30 Days of Me- Day 13 & 14"

30 Days Of Me!

day 13- a letter to someone who has hurt you recently 

The main reason I didn't do this yesterday is b/c I was having a hard time figuring out who to write to. No one has hurt me recently. I have had people hurt me in the past & I thought of writing to them and I started a few drafts. None of them sounded right, b.c frankly I have not only gotten over that hurt but I have moved past it. I think the experiences I had in college, where the "big hurt" occurred, help make me a better more understanding person. I also realize not to trust just anyone, to quickly. So I guess it hardened me a little to (so sad). 

Anyways, M & I are having a lot of problems & we have both hurt each other so it didn't seem fitting to write him a letter. I frankly don't know what is going to happen with us. We have alot of personal/ relationship work to do. 

So I guess I don't have a letter. Sorry I know its lame, but its honest & that's what blogging is about to me. Honesty, to oneself & my readers (as few as they maybe while I am private).

-and-

day 14- a picture of you and your family 

This was taken Thanksgiving 2007. This is my stepdads family. Every other year we go to VA for the holiday. I was pregnant with Emmy & it was the last time I went, b.c in 09 I didnt want to take my just over a year old kiddo to VA to be in a house w.5 other families & no quiet place to sleep. I hope to go next year though!

my dads side of the family- Taken in July of 2008, when my cousin came home on leave. As you can see theres a blurry spot... thats my exhusband. I blurred him b/c obviously hes not part of the family anymore. This is the ONLY pic we have of the WHOLE family.

This one is controversial, b/c like I said above: M & I are having problems & are on a "break" right now. 

But he made up a big part of my family for over 2 yrs. This blog is nothing but honest; I don't know what is going to happen with us, but I do love him & how much he loves my daughter. This was the last picture we had taken together, it was in June 2010.

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xo

-Kandid Kelli