5 Things for My Little Miss...

So I just want to say Im sorry for my lack of writing... I don't know why I just haven't been inspired. I really like this weeks 20STW prompt :

[short & sweet] Make a list of 5 things that you would want your children to know:

**This is for my princess Emmy**



1. Things are never as bad as they seem... Hindsight is always 20/20

2. Know your friends... but know yourself better

3. Love is an amazing thing but can make you do stupid things... be careful... You haven't lived until you've had your heart broken... I am your mother and don't want to see you cry but to know love is to know loss...

4. Don't hold in your feelings... talk, write, cry, scream!

5. Life is short... don't let anything pass you by... have fun and live life... I don't want you to look back and say "what If...?"

Tuckered out after Daddys graduation... what a precious little angel... we miss you daddy. [[Come (back) home soon!!]] xxoo


Bye Internets!

-KS

Its that time again

So NO this is not my "good Idea" bit Its friday and I liked the prompt over at Twenty Something Writers this week and decided that since I knew It wouldnt be too long I would... "take the plunge" and do this prompt. Its been a while anyways!

Prompt: Leave 5 of your most prized and cherished posessions to people who you feel deserve them. Who gets what and why? (Feel free to do more than 5 if you’d like)

1. I know shes a human but Emmy is to be left to my Mom/Tom... of course her god parents & my friends get TONS of visitation!! but she needs to be raised by family! I love her godparents arent a couple and that would just be odd. God father is a big partier & in no place to raise a child -- god mother is young like me (22) & still in school full time. I remember what it was like trying to raise a child when I was in school. HARD. Plus I know she is ready to start a family of her own w."hubby"-- So visitation is perfect.


2. Well since I decided where my most important thing (Emmy) should go I guess I am allowed to be materialistic now? Yes? Okay! Great! My Designer purse collection should be split up among my pals. my Veras to Hayls, My Dooneys to EW, My Coachs to BB & the the rest yall can fight for. I have a bunch of designer/name brand purses but for those 3 gals; those are their "purses' of choice" so there you have it.


3. I know its silly/sad but iPhone is very very important to me. I don't go ANYWHERE! w.out him. I sometimes refer to "him" as "boyfriend" I mean come on I spend more quality time with "him" then I did with my actual boyfriend. Plus "he" never makes me mad/sad/pissed off etc... This one is hard... b/c almost all my buds have their own iPhones...HK, EW, etc... EXCEPT... BB!! I would leave "BOYFRIEND" to my beloved BB... muhaha!! You can't get away from the iPhone missy!! ily.



4. ALL my pics (HS yearbooks & prints, Scrapbooks, photo albums, Mac/XHD- b/c how will you see the digital pics w/o the comp, etc..)...and yes they are a package deal would go to Hayls. I would leave this to her w.the contingency that when Emmy was bigger that it would go to her so she would have all mommy's memories... Good & Bad. I love pictures & I take alot so Hayls/Emmy would have ALOT of memories. Im no photographer but enjoy my point & click cam. I have no desire to buy a huge cam... i'll leave that to my photog friend(s). Thx!



5. Pointe shoes. Unless your a dancer or were a dancer you would not understand this. I miss dancing (ballet, pointe, jazz, tap, lyrical, hip-hop). so much. I danced from the age of 8 till i was 4 1/2 mons preg w.Emmy and was too heavy on my toes (Ouch!) I want to leave those to Emmy. I hope that one day she has something she is passionate about. It doesnt have to be dance, like me but just something. I feel that children thrive and grow in so many ways when they have something in their life that they are passionate about.



**I could list a few more but its time to fed Emmy Din-din & I have to admit Im a little hungry. I hear some grumbles. and all this Swine Flu talk on the news is making me freak... I need to get away from the TV/News for a little bit. I hope yall don't think I am a complete brat after reading this... hehe. I had fun with this but I didn't want to get too deep. I am sure I am going to feel super shallow after I read others... and feel like a complete brat. Oh wells. I had fun. After I had my daughter nothing really seemed all that important anymore. As long as she has what she needs & she is healthy Im a happy camper. If you're a parent then you know what I am talking about. So I don't really have "prized possessions" aside from my beautiful baby girl.**

Till Tomorrow... Have a great Firday night! Stay Safe!

Good Night Freader && Internets!

Twenty Something Writers-

So Erin and Hayls both have done prompt(s) from Twenty Something Writers and I have read some of the prompts and none of them, until this one have really made me want to participate. If you sometimes have a hard time coming up with sometime to blog about check out TSW.

Prompt:
We all have something we want to say to someone. Maybe it’s someone in your life now. Or, maybe it is something you wish you said to someone who is no longer in your life. It could even be Mr./Ms. Random Person that you saw in the local coffee shop today. What do you want to say that you were never able to?You can leave the person(s) identity anonymous, if you’d like. Feel free to feature more than one person. Do it in letter form or any form you prefer. Show us that creativity!

You're a coward. You need to grow-up. I am glad that you're not a part of her life b/c you don't deserve it, she is my reason for living. You have no idea what you're missing. Although I should say thank you for giving her to me, she is beyond the best gift anyone could have given me.

Thank you. Without all of your help I don't know where I would be. I know I complain alot, it's b/c I am unhappy in my own life, not with you. You've done so much for me. I really do appreciate all the help, love and support. You have been a good role model. I can't say TY enough, really.

We don't see or talk to each other enough. It makes me sad but that shows how strong out friendship really is. I hope that one day [soon] we will be close enough to "do lunch" again, or go shopping. I really miss you. I hope you're happy, sometimes I can't tell. You and I have been through a lot in time we've been bff, and Im sure we have a lot more to come. We were meant to be friends. thats for sure. ily.

Ups & downs. Highs & lows. Thick & thin. Besties & enemy. Thats the ONLY way I can think to describe our friendship. But we both have done our growing...UP and realized how childish we were. I think we are past ALL that drama. At least I hope so. I'm sure we have many man many more years of "gossip" and "sleep-overs" so tell Hubby to just deal w/it ;) I'll bring the wine (reisling) (if you want beer thats your deal!! haha). ily.

"Shes a skank." is so far from the truth. HAHA to think was what I told not only HIM about you...his G/F-- But i voiced my opinion about this girl to my entire family. I am so glad I "hated" you. B/c then I wouldn't love you right now. I really commend you for sticking to your morals and NOT doing things you said you wouldn't. I know how hard that has been for you. Go see him when he comes home, you will regret it if you don't, I promise you. I know why you don't want to but for once let someone take care of you b/c hes doing it for him and TRUST ME YOU NEED IT JUST AS MUCH AS HE DOES. You don't want to live in regret & you will.

Your amazing, you've overcome so much. You walk. OMG! They said you wouldn't. I hope that you two are close but sadly I don't think you will be b/c your moms aren't anymore. Stay strong and keep growing. I love you baby girl.

I hope that I haven't disappointed you in the decisions I have made. You're so young. 13 yrs younger than I. You just don't understand. I made the right one I promise. One day I will explain it all to you. Just know that I love you and I wish we were closer but life happened and hasn't made that possible. I am sorry but that doesn't mean I don't love as much as she does, I do, maybe more.

You were never just someone to me. You might think you were but you weren't. Even with the break-up(s). You weren't. I don't know if thinking that helps you, if it does then think away. "one day" is going to come before we both know it and its going to shock us both.. in a good way.

I love you. You need to step-it-up or I am going to walk. I deserve the best and at first you were lacking then, you, on your own stepped it up and then you went home for christmas (did something happen?) and all of a sudden you stepped you game down. So step it up or I will (this isnt a joke) walk. I love you but thats not enough to mask the flaws in this relationship- theres only so much a girl can take before she says- "Fuck it".

-KS