"Un-Written...Un-Finished"

That's how I would describe my "book" -- actually I wouldn't even call it that. I have 1 page written... I have the whole thing in my head... I just can't find the time.

When E is napping I shower, eat do laundry and if there's time I relax. As of late she has only been napping for an hour versus the oh so lovely 2-2.5 hr naps!

Over a year ago I got the bright idea to write a book... more of a tell all comedy type of book (you didn't think I would really tell yall what it's about did you? - I don't want you jokers jacking my idea!) .

The main character is M's best friend for 18 years...he also happens to be E's Godfather. Its actually quite humorous. Uncle Andy is quite the joker as it is so you can only imagine how excited I was at the thought to depict him in a book.

I love to write. When i put my mind to it Im not half bad. I majored in PR; there's a lot of writing in PR. I've hit a few brickwalls:

- [little] No time... Hey im raising a toddler here.

- Mommy brain... I seem to forget things so easily. Andy is not easy to get ahold of now a-days... his g/f has got him on quite the short leash.

- Im either going to be going to Grad School in Jan or I will be accepting a job offer if they ever call me back after 2 awesome interviews (they said one day this week, come on already).

Then I got to thinking once/if/when I get this written I don't have an editor or a publisher. How does one go about that anyways?

No more excuses!

I guess if I'm serious about this "book" I should get writing, huh? I mean it has a title already. and the first few pages written. Thats a huge start!

Im no Stephenie Meyer or J.K. Rowling -- but my fav books are not all written by "super-star" authors.

I think I am going to set goals for myself [maybe] 1-1.5 pages a day. Thats easy as apple pie! That way I won't feel overwhelmed.

First off I need to finish potty training my precious.

Do you think I'm crazy for attempting writing a book? What are your thoughts on the subject matter?

Thx for sticking with me [us]

-Kelli-Sue

"Im on twitter!" ... Are you following me yet?

I blame My "Reader"...

...For the reason for my lack of writing. Yes yes I know. Excuses Excuses! But b/c I realized how to work my reader I dont ever have to come to the blogger site anymore, so I never really think about writing. I mean I get GREAT blog Ideas while I am in the shower but while I am in there I don't have anything to write with. The other day i had a great Idea about while I was getting ready and I was like as soon as I pull on a shirt I will go blog then the baby woke up and "POOF!" idea gone...

so I hope that I can try to get back on the ball but PLEASE I beg!! Dont stop following me...

I am going to try to blog daily now that I realize that I am neglecting! I have a great one for tomorrow! At least I think it is good... ;)

Till then--

Good Night freaders && Internets

Im DONE

Begging and pleading.

-Soon...

Im just gunna STOP asking and STOP trying.

Always an excuse.

I love you, but...

I dont know how much I can honestly handle.

My heart breaks a little each time you say no or have a new excuse.

Do you really care?

I do things for/with you I dont want too...

...Why can't you do that for me?

Ive been uncomfortable before... For you!

"You have No Idea..."

What its like.

I go to bed after you and I am up before you... sometimes she wakes up in the middle of the night- Im up then too.

Just because I don't have an office job, doesn't mean Im not working. Taking care of her is a 24hr a day job. (one I LOVE...but none-the-less... its a lot of work)

I am exhausted.  I do it alone.

Job...not just a job but a career that utilizes my degree and supports us, hunt begins Monday. I know I will find something. 

This TROPICAL STORM is a BITCH. Leave already. Hurricanes aren't this bad. Geez.

I want to cuddle...order pizza/bstix and watch a movie.  Thats the BEST kind of friday night. Maybe a late night strawberry limeade from Sonic too. 

I want her to stop fighting and just go to sleep. Before 930...not after 11.

Im done.

Wine & a movie Friday night, anyone?!?

Hah yah right. Honestly. I know you won't come, you never do, always with the excuses.

xo
-Kelli

Till next time-