Im DONE

Begging and pleading.

-Soon...

Im just gunna STOP asking and STOP trying.

Always an excuse.

I love you, but...

I dont know how much I can honestly handle.

My heart breaks a little each time you say no or have a new excuse.

Do you really care?

I do things for/with you I dont want too...

...Why can't you do that for me?

Ive been uncomfortable before... For you!

Family

Is a big part of my life. Always will be.

End of story.

Till next time-

NOT a good day

I want to be w.someone who wants to see me as much and as often as I want to see them.

Incase you forgot... Im way cooler then sleep or being lazy. No argument about how you enjoy that, you should enjoy spending time with me, more than 1-2 days a week. There's 7 days in a week, again in case you forgot.

Yah its a longish drive but I make it A LOT w.NO complaning...

I come see you MORE then you come to me... when did that happen? AND I have a baby... Souldnt you come to me? yah I think so.

NO ONE has said NO to me as much as you and NO ONE has canceled on me as much as you. NO ONE.

Yet I still feel as if I'm ALWAYS begging you- it shouldnt be that way.

Dont get me wrong you're a great guy..when we're together.

You treat me and Emmy great. and Im in love with you.

I think I expect too much.

We're not married, you dont have to be here all the time.

You grad in 104 days then you leave for PA... Then what?

Till next time-

umm.. Yah

This time last year I was PREGNANT and packing for my Thanksgiving trip to VA to see Toms family... I can't believe HOW much my life has changed in just 1 yr!! In less then a week it will be...



I want to just say a quick THANK YOU to ALL of my wonderful friends who helped me through this last ROUGH year... Erin, Hayls, BB, Brian and last but NOT least MATTY... ILY guys so much thank you for EVERYTHING.

I am so...


So Im gunna say (5 days EARLY)